Want to know what scares me? What scares me is that what if One Direction breaks up, and goes their separate ways. What scares me is that if that happens, I'll have to face my walls with all the pictures of them, look through my iPod with all the songs of them, and look on my blog with all the EVERYTHING of them, and realize it's not gonna be like that anymore. They truly changed me. They have found a way to be forever stuck in my head. They gave me a different view on life. The video diaries that provided laughs, the pictures that provided smiles, the songs that provided love. They really mean the world to so many people. I love how I've made so many friends all because of these 5 boys. All the fan-girling, the bonding, the laughing, the tears, the smiles, the frowns, the hate, telling off fake fans, sobbing to one another when we don't get tickets. And the funny things is I don't know most of these people. But these boys provided me with tons of real friendship that I will never forget. All the memories they've given me will always be with me. I will always have their posters, their songs, their videos, everything, kept as a memory with me. I never thought 5 boys could change me so much. I'm proud to say that because of these boys I've met people that I thought weren't out there. I'm proud to say that I will forever be a directioner. Harry, Niall, Louis, Liam, and Zayn. They changed us all and it was for the better. But it scares me it might all be gone some day.